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Sunday, November 14, 2010

Watching the sky alone again... It has been months since that day.. I just wished I hadn't made her feel that way.. If time would rewind back to the day she changed my life, the day when she quietly joined me to watch the sky. As the clouds went by, memories of her seemed to rain upon me. Bringing back her sweet voice and soft touch on to my hands. If only I could reach out to her and bring her back to my side, back to where she would be safe and sound, where I would protect her. Emotions are strange, we come to regret the choices we made, when we were so sure of ourselves, but only end up alone and wishing that we hadn't been so irrational.

-Zero (Memories)

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Monday, November 8, 2010

I lay on the grass and looked at the starry sky. I had given up looking for her. It was a good time to confess to her again, and to bring her back to my side. But it seems that she doesn't want to talk to either me or Take. I placed my hand on my forehead and closed my eyes. After awhile, I felt a familiar touch on my face. I opened my eyes and looked into hers. "I thought you didn't want to talk to either of us? So why have you come..?" "Because I thought you might be crying," she replied without hesitation. "Because.. I found my answer to our problems. Tell me. All about your dead girlfriend. Then perhaps.. we can move forward with this relationship.."

-Lester (Solution, Story 7)
*Credits to Bokura ga Ita*

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I stared in horror as the door slammed shut and the bus started moving away from the station. "Too bad, you're too late. I told you that you'd regret it. I won't give you another chance." he had said this before leaving me in the bus. I stared helplessly as he jogged towards my girlfriend, which I had been trying to woo back after she dumped me for some stupid reason. "Damn you, Take!" I yelled. I fished out my handphone and called him. "Hello, I am Takeuchi. I cannot pick up my phone at the moment, please leave a message after the tone. *toot*" "Damn you, Take!!! You better not touch her or I'll freaking kill you!!" I yelled into the phone. After finding out where they went after two hours from Take's sister, I ran as fast as my leg could carry me to the bus-stop where Nana would probably take a bus home. As I expected, their figures came into sight and she was about to board the bus. Unable to hold in these feelings anymore, I finally understood. "Nana! I've never tought of you as her replacement at all!" I choked back tears. "That's why... I'll be waiting! I'll be waiting for you to come back to me!" The bus took off, leaving me with the image of tears dropping from Nana's eyes and her hands at her mouth.

-Lester (Never too late, Story 6)
*Credits to Bokura ga Ita*

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I looked to my right and put my hand in my face. "I'll only say this once. So listen carefully," I turned around to look at her."I love you." Wind blew against our hair as she stared at me with her mouth open. Tears start to well up in her eyes and she covered her mouth with both hands, stifling a gasp. Unable to say anything, tears of joy dropped down uncontrollably from her big, brown eyes. Pulling her closer to me, I found myself touching her lips with mine. We had unconciously became irreplacable in each others' lifes. With this confession, what lies ahead of us? What does our future hold? None of that matters anymore.

-Lester (Confession, Story 5)
*Credits to Bokura ga Ita*

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She snuggled close to me as the movie reaches its climax. Thinking that she did it as the movie was scary, I wrapped my arm around her to comfort her. To my surprise, she put her lips so close to my ear that she was practically kissing it and whispered, "Someone's touching me.." I spun my head to my right and saw a hairy hand stroking her thigh. Rage built up inside me as I clenched my fists and gritted my teeth. Barely containing my rage, I stood up and shouted at the top of my voice, "I didn't bring my girlfriend here for you to touch!" Upon finishing, the guy's face turned bright red as everyone started mumbling among themselves. I laced my fingers through hers and pulled her out the theatre. I pulled her into my embrace and hugged her tightly. Unconciously, I had developed a strong desire to protect her for as long as I ever live.

-Lester (Desire, Story 4)

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Sunday, November 7, 2010

Cocking his head, the hitman's eyes narrowed as they fixed onto the cross hair right at the tip of his custom pistol. His hands quivered slightly as he maintained the gun at point blank on my head. That minute shiver of hesitation was all I needed to turn and grab his gun along with his shirt, tossing him in a Judo throw. My index finger fixed on the trigger zone just as he landed on the ground. With a spin, his gun barrel is now the last thing he would ever see. A tiny drop of perspiration fell onto the fallen killer's closed eye, forming a teardrop on his last mission just as a fedora hat landed softly on its owner's chest...

-Zero (A Second's Kill)

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There goes my heart, clenching up again. Clenching up... like it's carving this moment into itself. Like the sound of us walking through the snow... Like it's measuring my feelings for you...

-Lester (Love, Story 3)

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Saturday, November 6, 2010

Deep regret, even though it's not official. Though I feel remorseful, I still think that it's for the best. I anticipated it, and hope that the inevitable wouldn't befall. But nothing could stop it. She isn't ready for commitment, so I shall wait. Till then if she needs a shoulder or hand, mine is still open. Just wished she had considered the other 2 options carefully she had... I wished I hadn't used such harsh words, but I can't help it. For this relationship to progress, both parties needs to think carefully, especially for ours as I was ready for commitment, but she wasn't. I guess being simple-minded without concern of the future impact is what I found charming about her...

-Zero (Regret)

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Friday, November 5, 2010

Pain... My heart was numbed by the torture.. Each time we went out with other friends, there never fails to be tension, yet, why is it each time when we were seated with the others, I still feel her looking at me? It was strange.. Each time our eyes met, I could not help but look away. All I felt was guilt in those eyes. I try to avoid it, but each time I looked over, my head would immediately shift away. Sometimes I wish I could just reach out and hold her hands again, do the things I never did for her. Yet I am held back by the fear of rejection. If only I had not made those mistakes, none of these things would happen, if only I hadn't held myself back from everything.. If only....

-Zero (Tension)

Blogged @ 5:17 AM
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The moon.. It once represented the glass encasing the beautiful memories we made together, but now? All it looks like is a broken sphere with its shards scattered into the endless oblivion. My vision blurred and I blinked 3 times to clear it, "Why..." I whispered to the wind who was always there to comfort me. I wish I hadn't made those mistakes. "Don't ask." An unexpected voice made me turn, there was only 1 person in my life who owns such a sweet voice. Before she had time to react, I found myself holding her hands and my lips feeling her's. My body moved on it's own, could it be my heart took over in that instant? Nothing will be the same anymore...

-Zero (Changes)

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Thursday, November 4, 2010

Her fingers laced through mine as she leaned on my shoulders. We sat on the steps of the stairs to the shrine, overlooking the fountain. Moonlight shimmered on the surface of the water, bringing out the beauty of the fountain. Taking advantage of the atmosphere, she slipped her violin case from my other shoulder and ran down the steps. After some tuning, she started playing a beautiful piece of music that I recognised instantly - the piece that she had composed for me. I stared at her, dazed and mesmerized by her serene grace. Her beauty and the tune resonated with my soul, calming it down. I looked straight into her eyes and made a silent promise to cherish her for the rest of my life.

-Lester (Cherish, Story 2)

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In the depths of my mind, I swam down to the bottom and found the beautiful glowing sphere that contains all our memories together. Shedding a tear, I grasped it in my hands and crushed it, putting an end to everything. I knew things between us can never be salvaged the moment I did this. But I had to.

-Lester (The End, Story 1)

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